The first countdown is slowly coming to an end...only 11 more days and J will be home from this first trip. He was able to go meet his parents in New Mexico this past weekend and hang out with them. I think they all had wonderful time hanging out and 4-wheeling, but unfortunately was a quick trip because he had to get back to Colorado for class today. But was definitely a trip J needed to get away from it all and just have fun.
This past Thursday J had to call his Chief back here in VA and chat with him a bit...so to make the story short and sweet, another kinky loop has been thrown at J about his job and what is possibly in store for him when he returns from his next trip. Without going into too much detail, they are trying to cut back on his rank in his career field and trying to get rid of 50 people. So J is number 76...so if they end up getting to his number he will have to make the decision to separate or cross-train, most likely going for the later one. So this has really consumed my thinking and mind since then, until today....
In my study I am doing, today I read about the Blouse Theology based on the scripture Matthew 6:10..."Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven" Here is an excerpt from the study "I have a friend who shares tongue-in-cheek her theory about how to know God's will when shopping. It's called "blouse theology:" "If I find a blouse I love, it might be God's will: if it goes on sale, it's definitely God's will." Often we connect God's will with our need for guidance in making decisions, big and little. And there's certainly an element of truth in that. We do need God to show us the right path in all things. Sometimes, though, we lose sight of the fact that God is less concerned with what blouse I buy than whether I'm generous. His priority is who He wants us to be. Who should we be becoming? That's the question most of Scripture answers when the subject of "God's will" comes up. 1Thess. 4:3 reads, This is the will of God - your sanctification."
So after reading that and me being usually a huge worry-wart I got a "revelation" from it. I need not worry about tomorrow, as for today has enough trouble for itself (Matt 6:34.) If I take each day and ask God, how can I serve You today at work or school or around the area for Your glory? If I focus on each day like this, then there is no need to worry about tomorrow or the next day or the next. If I take each person I come into contact with and ask my self...what do they need from me? (especially our angry patients.) So if I ask how can I serve You....this will lead to my treasure in heaven - Matt 6:20-21 So I just pray that as we are waiting on the "what" of God's will, that we will remember to continue on being who He wants us to be.
Also, an update on Nanny. She is doing great. She is a my parents house still, but moving around and recovering quite well. The PT comes out and she also is doing her exercises and walking very faithfully. So Praise be to God for this good report and quick recovery.
Hopefully my "revelation" was not too confusing - I am just so excited to see what God is going to do, that I can not get my thoughts down straight on paper!!
May you all have a wonderful week!